I’m really no Christmas-killjoy, but neither is it my favourite time 
of year. Short days mean cramming all the extra jobs around the 
smallholding into scant daylight hours, peering round fields by 
torchlight checking animals, calming dangerously frightened horses that 
have been spooked by unseasonable fireworks, and making do with nasty 
supermarket eggs as ours have given up laying for the season!
Our changing climate seems to have put paid to any ‘deep and crisp 
and even’ snow here in the south of the country, instead we have soggy 
fields of ‘brown and squelchy mud’, but for me, the worst aspect of 21
st
 century Christmas is the unstoppable commercialism, typified by ‘Black 
Friday’ – to my mind the antithesis of both Christmas and smallholder 
living!

The
 ‘holy grail’ for most smallholders is to be as self-sufficient in as 
many ways as possible, and weather-related events such as flooding bring
 home to us all just how reliant we really are on the infrastructure of 
the 21
st Century! I recall writing an earlier diary entry on 
this subject some time ago (October 2009), pondering the possibility of 
becoming at least, less reliant on the supermarket, and at best, 
relinquishing the checkout and ‘loyalty card’ schemes altogether! So, 
how have we managed? Well, we continue to collect a small quantity of 
‘Nectar’ points from the mega-Sainsbury store in Gloucester (it’s 
convenient, parking is free ‘n’ easy, they stock items you can’t get 
from the local stores, etc., etc.) – all the usual excuses for failing 
to learn to be more personally resourceful and socially responsible, and
 blindly continuing to be an obedient consumer! We do, however, in rain 
or shine, make our regular pilgrimage to frequent the many and varied 
independent shops in our local market town, Newent. It’s a lovely trip 
out, and as well as the luxury of being able to buy a myriad of 
locally-produced products, we meet friends in the high street and stand 
for ages, blocking the narrow pavement having a good old chin-wag!
Continuing on the theme of self-sufficiency, we’d love to be able to 
exist off-grid. We have solar panels on a conveniently south-facing 
roof, and even on an overcast day between the end of March and the 
beginning of October we rarely need to heat water by any other method. 
We would have liked to install photovoltaic panels, but a survey 
confirmed our suspicion that our 16
th century farmhouse roof 
would not support the weight! Try as I might, I cannot learn to love 
wind turbines, and the idea of having one constantly in my line of sight
 could not be borne.
So, life, as always, is a compromise between dreamy idealism, and 
what the individual decides he or she can or cannot do without.